"It's funny thinking I could have gotten through this without a regret to drive every thought. But as each one tears away at everything around me, my backbone begins to tense as I realize I can't do a single thing. It won't stop, because there are no red lights or signs. So I'll fall to my knees in the middle of the street, blinded by your headlights shining on me, watching it accelerate and burn the ashphault with every rising mile. The others will watch from the sidewalk and just cover their eyes, but everyone walks this road I'm sure. So hit me with your best shot, cause tonight I'm not running anywhere - I'm waiting."
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So we're still heading downhill - finally I feel clarity!
And you're running down the coastline, basking in my sunshine
when you're actually under the moon.
All you have to do is look to the sky and see that I'm not right for you.
I'm not the one for you.
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"It's so hard to feel because I don't have any explanations for you and I'm sorry. But you know that words don't really impress me that much. Isn't it was you do that defines you? Anyways the hole that I've dug has just gotten deeper and deeper and I can't stand to see you so far above me anymore. I'm so deep that I can't see the stars or the moon, and I'm so deep that I can't see the sun or the seas. I can only see what I've left behind, for months I've only been able to look where I've been. In recollection I realize now that my love for you just sort of wilted and died, and i'm sorry. "
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She says you're nineteen and it's routine being without me.
It's disheartening to know that you feel empty
Not thinking that I made a difference in your life
to your world
to this fight where one thirds are swear words
Your teary eyes have left me hypnotized...
It's hard to control when regrets get behind the wheel of all your thoughts.
Especially when they manifest themselves into an image of the most gorgeous girl you've ever known... that I've ever known.
You took me for granted, I'll just wait till you've landed
you could have been so much more...
but instead I'm putting the pedal to the floor.
So run me down you're ready. So run me down I'm ready.
I can see my reflection grow in those gorgeous eyes I fell in love with long ago.
So run me down I'm ready. So run me down you're ready.
I'll let you love me, I'll let you hate me
I'll let you do anything you want as long as I can watch you smile as I die.
But I'll still try, despite where the sparks may fly.